been there, done that

Indonesian, 21 years old, enjoying life as much as I could.

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Loving someone who doesn’t love you is like waiting for a ship at the airport


Anything can happen

That’s kinda wonderful :’)

and my ship came

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Everything you love is here

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cat asking for a pet

what a sweetie


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People changes. Wajar, ini kehidupan. Hidup itu proses menuju ke suatu tahap baru. Entah ke lebih baik, ke lebih buruk, lebih childish, atau lebih dewasa.

Saya pun mengalami yang namanya berubah, entah kearah mana. Saya sendiri belum yakin. Beberapa sisi diri saya bertumbuh, tapi ada satu yang saya biarkan tidak berubah dari dulu. Saya usahakan sekuat tenaga agar tidak berubah. Yaitu rasa sayang saya ke kalian.

Kadang kala memang sulit memelihara rasa sayang, apalagi kalau subjek yang disayang berjumlah banyak. Kamu akan bingung tentang bagaimana menjadi adil. Bagaimana agar dapat terhubung sama kuat pada satu dan lainnya. Bagaimana memelihara rasa sayang itu, menjaganya agar tetap menjadi dorongan hati, bukan sebuah kewajiban atau buah dari rasa tidak enak hati.

Mempertahankan sesuatu agar tidak berubah seiring waktu berlalu memang sulit. Halangan makin banyak. Hidup makin rumit, bukan hanya sekedar memutuskan mau makan apa di kantin. Umur juga semakin bertambah, waktu semakin meranggas.

Ini bukan perkara mudah, saya akui. Saya yakin kalian pun merasa begitu. Saya yakin kita bisa. Bukan hanya saat mengenang memori-memori manis masa dulu, tapi ini tentang bagaimana merangkai memori baru yang tidak kehilangan rasa. Tetap manis.

Saya sayang kalian, 0809.


10 Oscar Nominees Posing with Their Younger Selves {x}

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composed by Andi Rianto
produced and arranged by : Andi Rianto
co produced by : Rishanda Singgih
Andi Rianto : piano, keys, programming
Rishanda Singgih : el bass
Daniel Sigarlaki : el guitar
Edi Kemput : ac guitar
Ronald Fristianto : drums
Michael Mohede : vocals
Mixed by Tommy P Utomo




My goal in life is to be like them.

Really it’s the high-five that seals it. That’s rhythm and being in sync with each other. 

this is too perfect oh my gawd

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I know that there are times when you feel like you’re too much. Times when you wonder whether people would be better off without you in their lives. Times when you wonder whether you would be better off if you were someone different. Someone less intrusive. Less sensitive. Less vocal. Someone more acceptable. More tolerable. Someone easier. I understand that it’s so hard to drown out the voice telling you that there’s something wrong with who you are, but I need you to trust that you aren’t too much. I need you to trust that you deserve to be here. You don’t ever have to shrink or disappear for the sake of anyone else. You’re allowed to be immense and loud and open. You’re allowed to be unpalatable and unapologetic and uneasily defined. You’re allowed to use your voice and speak your truth. And more than anything, you’re allowed to take up space. Not despite who you are, but because of it. Because even though you might not always be able to see it, you have so many wonderful things to contribute to this world. Because you exist and therefore, you matter. Even when you’re struggling. Even when you’re difficult. Even when some people find you to be too much — you’re enough and you matter.
Daniell Koepke (via internal-acceptance-movement)

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“Every girl is expected to have caucasian blue eyes, full Spanish lips, a classic button nose, hairless Asian skin with a California tan, a Jamaican dance hall ass, long Swedish legs, small Japanese feet, the abs of a lesbian gym owner, the hips of a nine-year-old boy, the arms of Michelle Obama and doll tits. This is why everyone is struggling.”

-Tina Fey


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i’m the type of person who will miss you to death but won’t do anything about it because i don’t want to seem like the desperate one

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seriously jealousy is the worst emotion 

you’re not only really sad but you’re really annoyed and helpless at the same time

and you feel pathetic like you’re ruining people’s fun but don’t want to be left out so you just sit around quietly annoyed

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Well this was my tweet I posted about, six months ago. How I wondered if he ever worth the wait. Worth the pain. He is.